People are screwed up.
...that should be all, really, as it's all I've learnt in the past few months. Every time I work out something new about someone or myself, it comes back to that. People have screwed-up, over-complicated lives. People, including me, have no clue what they're doing, but they do it anyway.
You'll be glad to know I did not, in fact, screw up my endsems. I over-complicated some stuff, and I simplified some other stuff, and I came to the conclusion that I am a terrible friend. A good person, in general, with good intentions, but a terrible friend. I know that someone out there, reading this, knowing me, is agreeing with me.
I love you, and I want to apologize for being a shitty friend, but not yet. Not yet. Because fixing pain and broken relationships requires, above all, time.
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